dark vanity

sharp blade, can not bare the pain

heart blurry from a two ton weight

flesh is steady but the Soul is melting

every note and cord tugg'n on once was

making today yesterday and the nights before

love you once, loved you once more
came to take the dignity
tossed fro and far from here
in a big triumphant van

is it everything
is it just half 

disgrace and disgust
whispers in the basement
grabbing that sweeper
the apathy cut much deeper

don't want to stay, never going to go
by your side or to the coast
never felt better when the drugs gone
but you're forcing a payment

is it everything
is it just half 

I'm better, I'm bitter
could have been closer than a sister
looking up, looking in between
this rooms going be so empty when I'm clean

There's a scarlet letter waiting on the guitar
toes ripped and scarred
those strings are just too hard
this Thing is just way too hard

is it everything
is it half